Guys 101

When a guy calls you,
he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine." after a few minutes
he means it

When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and
wonders if you do

When your laying your head on a guy's chest,
he has the world

When a guy calls/texts/comments you everyday,
he is in love

When a (good) guy tells you he loves you,
he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you,
he's with you til your done

When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have
ever missed him or anything else

Why?!

its 4 in the morning. i still cant sleep. my heart is beating fast. i still cant believe what i saw. i never would of thought something like that would happen. i was shocked. it hurt so bad, i felt like i was going to explode. why did u have to do that? why did u act that way?
i remember u told me once, that u weren't like that. u don't like it. but then.. i guess u were wrong and i was right. that is how u are but u don't want to believe it. it's like u can't accept it.
I'm amazed that u could smile and laugh just now. it was like nothing happen. u denied things that i saw with my own eye's. HOW COULD U?
how long has this been going on? is this something u did on purpose? i still cant figure it out.
please tell me why u did this.. tell me whats really going on.. don't lie just to make me feel better. cause all lying will do is make it hurt more.

Just for you...

At night

At night I lay and think of you.
hoping my wishes and dreams will all come true.
At night I wonder can this be the end,
is this all that's left.
At night I wish we could go back,
back to the way things were.
At night I lay and think,
about all the things that happened.
At night i lay and cry,
thinking about how it ended.
At night I lay and think of us,
how happy happy we were together.
At night I realize there's no more us,
no more you and me.
At night I dream of us together again,
having fun like we always do.
At night I wish for us to be together again,
like it was before.
But in the morning when i wake up,
I realize it was all my fantasy at night.


P.S

~Even if we're not together anymore, i still think of u every night. You'll always be in my mind and heart. Remember this, I'm always here for you.~

Hello!!!!!!

This is the start of my lil blog... Hope i can/will try to update as often as i can..
The only reason i created this blog is because i have nothing better to do..
What will i write on this page? everything that happens to me.. all the ups and downs...
this will be the place for me to pour my feelings and thoughts..
To anyone thats reading this.. thank you...