tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-65789777968620238952024-02-20T11:05:34.192-05:00.::The ups & downs of my life::.FeaZhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12085020002288040578noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6578977796862023895.post-76526571166025537872007-10-21T01:35:00.000-04:002008-12-11T00:07:23.723-05:00RAYA!!!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_6EwfJ_SnOPA/RxrmFOriurI/AAAAAAAAAAM/IE_7LURlbKA/s1600-h/P9167129.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_6EwfJ_SnOPA/RxrmFOriurI/AAAAAAAAAAM/IE_7LURlbKA/s200/P9167129.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5123660503601822386" border="0" /></a><br />hey2!!<br /><br />im sorry for being a lazy ass by not updating this blog.. its been like a lil over a week since raya and so far things have been going good..<br />i've been bz working my ass off.. its been hell of a week.. bt its gonna be worth it next week when i get my pay check..<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6EwfJ_SnOPA/Rxrm6eriusI/AAAAAAAAAAU/cgyQSJEEOzc/s1600-h/100_2158.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6EwfJ_SnOPA/Rxrm6eriusI/AAAAAAAAAAU/cgyQSJEEOzc/s200/100_2158.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5123661418429856450" border="0" /></a> I missed the sembahyang raya this year cz i didnt wake up.. haha.. actually the whole house didnt wake up.. :P hehe...<br />so anyways, after we woke up(around 10 sumthing i think) every1 got ready to go to uncle azahari's house to mkn2... the food was great.. we had sum nasi himpit, rendang, ayam, kuih2 and other things that i cant really remember right now.. haha..<br />after mkn me, john, ro and abg zul went outside for sum "fresh air" and was talking about random things.. its was kinda windy, bt what the hell aight?<br /></div><br />Around 2 i started my journey to RIT.. it was a sudden decision to go there bt i had to meet up with the guys over there.. their like my pham too.. and someone made brownies.. :P h<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6EwfJ_SnOPA/Rxr0DuriuuI/AAAAAAAAAAk/gYyPrJgiYd8/s1600-h/IMG_3905.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6EwfJ_SnOPA/Rxr0DuriuuI/AAAAAAAAAAk/gYyPrJgiYd8/s200/IMG_3905.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5123675870994807522" border="0" /></a>ehehe.. i got the RIT about 6 i think.. the event started at 3 bt i called ahead so they saves up some food for me.. hehe.. the food was great.. kinda ate alot (or i think i did).. we solat together.. then they played mafia and villagers.. it was a fun game..<br />everyone started to leave around 8 sumthing.. so i went to chill at zhalee's place cz i was so tired.. was planning to head back to troy that night bt someone didnt let me.. i had to stay the night.. which i already thought would happen..<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_6EwfJ_SnOPA/Rxr0pOriuvI/AAAAAAAAAAs/VFtttiVcb5M/s1600-h/IMG_3894.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_6EwfJ_SnOPA/Rxr0pOriuvI/AAAAAAAAAAs/VFtttiVcb5M/s200/IMG_3894.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5123676515239901938" border="0" /></a><br />That night we jz chilled, played sum games, talk about stuff that happen since we last saw each other.. around 1 a.m we headed to Denny's for a late night drink.. everyone had a great night.. we<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6EwfJ_SnOPA/Rxr1LuriuwI/AAAAAAAAAA0/LQKQtUBQGPk/s1600-h/IMG_3917.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6EwfJ_SnOPA/Rxr1LuriuwI/AAAAAAAAAA0/LQKQtUBQGPk/s200/IMG_3917.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5123677107945388802" border="0" /></a> were jz laughing the whole time we were in there.. we (me and zhalee) did some stupid stuff in there.. i got the pic's bt i dont think im goin to put it up.. hahaha...<br /><br />after denny's we jz went back and did nuthing bt watch t.v till 5 sumthing.. b4 i went back to troy i went out to dinner.. mkn kat kedai thai.. :D haha.. it wasnt too bad.. got back around 2 am.. everyone was still awake.. so had to tell them about RIT..<br />hurm.. i think this is all for now.. too tired bt cant sleep.. its like 3 am right now and im working at 7.. hahahaha.. good luck to me.. :D hehe...<br /><br />Credits & thanks:<br />Pic's from RIT- taufik & pau..<br />Zhalee- blanje makan denny's<br />rumah yg buat open house @ RIT<br />Raya photoshoot- Cant remember who.. haha :PFeaZhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12085020002288040578noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6578977796862023895.post-24281753206009487622007-09-24T15:37:00.000-04:002007-09-24T15:45:07.822-04:00Love<div style="text-align: center;"><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-family: georgia;">No one can ever love me like u do.. And no one can ever hurt me like u do...</span><br /></div>FeaZhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12085020002288040578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6578977796862023895.post-43311622046688664462007-07-13T13:12:00.000-04:002007-07-13T13:18:53.355-04:00Guys 101<div style="text-align: center;">When a guy<span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> calls you</span>,<br />he wants to be with you<br /><br />When a guy <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">is quiet</span>,<br />He's listening to you...<br /><br />When a guy <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">is not arguing</span>,<br />He realizes he's wrong<br /><br />When a guy says, "<span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">I'm fine</span>." after a few minutes<br />he means it<br /><br />When a guy <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">stares at you</span>,<br />he wishes you would care about him and<br />wonders if you do<br /><br />When your <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">laying your head</span> on a guy's chest,<br />he has the world<br /><br />When a guy <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">calls/texts/comments you everyday</span>,<br />he is in love<br /><br />When a (good) guy tells you he <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">loves you</span>,<br />he means it<br /><br />When a guy says he <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">can't live without you</span>,<br />he's with you til your done<span class="down" style="display: block;" id="formatbar_JustifyCenter" title="Align Center" onmouseover="ButtonHoverOn(this);" onmouseout="ButtonHoverOff(this);" onmouseup="" onmousedown="CheckFormatting(event);FormatbarButton('richeditorframe', this, 11);ButtonMouseDown(this);"></span><br /><br />When a guy says, "<span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">I miss you</span>,"<br />he misses you more than you could have<br />ever missed him or anything else<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div>FeaZhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12085020002288040578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6578977796862023895.post-61683410262925035982007-07-13T03:52:00.000-04:002007-07-13T04:13:44.460-04:00Why?!its 4 in the morning. i still cant sleep. my heart is beating fast. i still cant believe what i saw. i never would of thought something like that would happen. i was shocked. it hurt so bad, i felt like i was going to explode. why did u have to do that? why did u act that way?<br />i remember u told me once, that <span style="font-style: italic;">u weren't like that. u don't like it.</span> but then.. i guess<span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> u were wrong and i was right.</span> that is how u are but u don't want to believe it. it's like u can't accept it.<br />I'm amazed that u could smile and laugh just now. it was like nothing happen. u denied things that i saw with my own eye's. <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">HOW COULD U?</span><br />how long has this been going on? is this something u did on purpose? i still cant figure it out.<br />please tell me <span style="font-weight: bold;">why u did this</span>.. tell me <span style="font-weight: bold;">whats really going on</span>.. don't lie just to make me feel better. cause all lying will do is make it hurt more.FeaZhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12085020002288040578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6578977796862023895.post-57122987279321257122007-07-12T00:59:00.001-04:002007-07-12T01:11:15.608-04:00Just for you...<div style="text-align: center;"> <object height="80" width="300"><param value="http://media.imeem.com/m/I0zTi-vu65/aus=false/" name="movie"><param value="transparent" name="wmode"><embed wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://media.imeem.com/m/I0zTi-vu65/aus=false/" height="80" width="300"></embed></object><br /><br />At night<br /><br />At night I lay and think of you.<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">hoping my wishes and dreams will all come true.</span><br />At night I wonder can this be the end,<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">is this all that's left.</span><br />At night I wish we could go back,<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">back to the way things were.</span><br />At night I lay and think,<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">about all the things that happened.</span><br />At night i lay and cry,<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">thinking about how it ended.</span><br />At night I lay and think of us,<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">how happy happy we were together.</span><br />At night I realize there's no more us,<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">no more you and me.</span><br />At night I dream of us together again,<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">having fun like we always do.</span><br />At night I wish for us to be together again,<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">like it was before.</span><br />But in the morning when i wake up,<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">I realize it was all my fantasy at night.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"><br />P.S<br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">~Even if we're not together anymore, i still think of u every night. You'll always be in my mind and heart. Remember this, I'm always here for you.~</span></div>FeaZhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12085020002288040578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6578977796862023895.post-28731697338601357672007-07-11T19:19:00.000-04:002007-07-11T19:27:50.241-04:00<span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">Hello!!!!!!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">This is the start of my lil blog... Hope i can/will try to update as often as i can.. </span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">The only reason i created this blog is because i have nothing better to do..</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">What will i write on this page? everything that happens to me.. all the ups and downs...</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">this will be the place for me to pour my </span><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">feelings</span><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> and </span><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">thoughts</span><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">..<br />To anyone thats reading this.. thank you...<br /></span>FeaZhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12085020002288040578noreply@blogger.com0